Let down by UFC picks.

Tonight's a pretty normal night. Spending it with my love. Watched a little UFC, not too happy with the fights from tonight. They were okay, just not mind boggling.

Seems to me that Fedor is one of the only ones that keeps me attracted to the fight, he's so talented! Dana White will be lucky to ever get him signed. Don't see it happening though.

I'm not too sure on my pick between the Sanchez/Penn fight coming up on the 12th, but I do know I'll be happy with that fight. We're in for a great one. (I hope!) =]

So onto other news...I don't really have none. hah. We ate fish sandwiches tonight, both have headaches, and we get to spend tomorrow together.

Life seems to be getting pretty hectic for Brad and I, living with a 3rd person. Trying to hang in there till we can get a head start on some other stuff, but it's getting tough. I just pray that we don't get dug into a hole we can't get out of by staying here.

I realized yesterday that I am absolutely in love with my life. Even though things get rough, I have Brad, and he has me. I know that I can always turn around, and he will be right behind me. So, for that I wanna thank him! I love you Brad!

Still pretty excited about Christmas coming up in the next couple of weeks...got a little more shopping to do. I should be done soon!

Alright, i'm done for the night.

God Bless, and thanks for reading!

Lost soul with a baby...

Well I was in wal-mart today, looking around and I seen a lady probably in her mid 20's with the cutest brown haired baby girl, So ofcourse, I smiled at the baby, then at the lady. She confronts me a minute later and asked if I could take her baby, because she couldn't do it...I was in such shock that I said I couldn't do that...and...dear lord, I just keep thinking, what if something happens to that baby tonight?? What if she just left her in the wal-mart parking lot. This baby wasn't but maybe a week old...

I feel....horrible. All I can do is pray that the little baby will be okay, and hopefully someone can help that poor lady out. She look so lost and sad, and just...irritated. But how could you just ask some random person to take your life...your baby...it's just, something I will never forget. And I will always regret...

I'm kinda at a loss for words, so maybe a little later I can write more after i've thought it all over a little more.

God Bless.

Don't take life for granted!

The first of many to come...

So it's 5:11 pm on Sunday, November 29, 2009. I'm sitting at home with the hubby to be, Brad. He's playing hockey on xbox, and i'm sitting at our new computer (we bought yesterday and I loveeee it!) reading Kandee Johnson's blogs about her kiddo's and life. She's such a great inspiration for so many people. Someone you can really look up to! =] Good job, Kandee. Keep being awesome!

So, anywho... been really thinking hard about wanting to go to school for hair and makeup. I really think i'm gonna try and start going after the first of the year. Get something going in the career part of my life.

Other than that, just living happily with my fiance. Still trying to find a good job, so I don't have to feel so horrible about Brad being the only one of us working during the dredfully expensive holiday season!

Bills bills bills, that's what seems to be at the top of our list these days, I wish life was free but it's not! I still strongly believe that we will be ahead one day...one day soon!

Once we both make it into school, we will get our careers in line and be "comfortable" with our bank account!! =] It will happen, and all the people that ever doubted us will be wishing they never did!

I love my life, and God bless to everyone!